For Palestine

There is a voice of children crying
The voice of women mourning
The voice of an elder sighing.
They don't know, when will they stop suffering.

When I was little my mother she, said that this world is a wonderful place.
That I'd walk around with my brothers and sisters hand in hand, and we'll walk on the green grassy grass where father waits right there where the sun will set beautifully.

But why, why does the land that was once so peaceful and beautiful now shower with blood and bullet rain? Why does the babies and innocent kids have to die in pain?
Why does their father failed to return, when the reason they left the house, is to protect their own land?

I want to wake up, knowing all the children will live without fear.
I want to wake up, knowing all the woman wouldn't have to lose their husband in war.
I want to wake up, knowing all the elders wouldn't have to sigh and cry for the lost of their children as well as their grandchildren.

I want them to be free.
I want them to be free.

For Palestine, with all my love.
F.O , 2012

The Blue Bell & The Nightingale

Hey peeps! Havent post anything since the last 369 days. :D And anyways, im moving my older post to this new blog. Will share some ( yes,only some :p ) of the photos i shoot in Johor last June. Enjoice! =)









































p/s : eeee sik pandei bah aku ubah susunan gamba tok. lama sik memblog. hentam jak lah :p bai!

Marhaban Ya Ramadan :)

Alhamdulillah Ramadhan datang lagi :)

Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa kpd semua umat islam ^^Semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna,insyaAllah :)

Hadis Rasulullah SAW: "Janganlah kamu melarang hamba-hamba Allah di kalangan wanita untuk ke masjid-masjid Allah.
Dan rumah mereka adalah lebih baik bagi mereka".

:)

Salam & Hi :)

Sedap suara orang azan Isyak tadi. :) Bpk ckp, yg azan tu pakcik dr kampung sblh. Tiap subuh naik sampan just to do the azan.Bapak says he's a very nice old man. Walaupun ada orang yg dengki, dia tetap ikhlas jadi bilal kat kampung ktorg.
Aku x faham dgn org yg dengki hal2 mcm ni. Orang buat pkara baik pun dipersoalkan.
Aku harap pakcik yg azan tiap2 pagi tu diberkati seumur hidupnya dunia & akhirat. Semoga Allah selamatkan dia pada setiap langkah yang dia ambil.Amin

Rejab is about to end. Assalamualaikum Syaaban :) Semoga diberkati segala amalan.

And He Turns 68 :)

He's a Mr -Sun who shine our life, Mr- Big Smile though we're going through a hard time, Mr He Knows it all when his children need him by far or close,Mr He Jokes-all time that cheer up our days :)

Dear Almighty, thank You for sending us this wonderful man in our life, thanks for his healthiness, and for every seconds he spent with us.

Any man can be a father. It takes someone special to be a dad.

Happy 68, Bapak.

We love you. We love you. We really do :)

I need a direction!

Assalamualaikum ^^

Lately i've been thinking so much about life. Up until today, i never really know what i want to be ^^ it sucks. I've been spending most of my time with my niece and nephews, watching them grow. 1 thing i know about being a children is that u have nothing to worry about. Being an adult is not easy wasn't it? to decide and to make a right decision, is giving me a headache :)

5 things you should know about Farah :

1) my first ambition in life is to be a fashion designer, but that dreams fade away after i change my mind to be a criminologist.
2) why criminologist? because i was influenced by the japanese comic, Hajime Kindaichi-Shonen no Jikenbo. also, influenced by a book written by Brian Innes- Bodies of Evidence :p until i realize my math is so suck then i started to think about something else :p



3) i am 16 when i started to think about being a writer. please blame Laura Ingall & Ramlee Awang Murshid for that. i love their writings! :D but its a big no no to me coz im no good in writing also :p


4) so here's when a growing up teenage girl try to figure out what she wanted to be. been thinking about being an animator too, but when i further my studies and having animation subject as my major, it makes me think twice :D like,,,more than twice ? :p but without a doubt, i love drawing manga :D

*sketch to kill time? :p

5) so like as many of u know, i love photography. but that will only stick as hobby i guess. For this time being, I wanted so much to have a bakery house as cute as the Etude House :p lately after i finished study, i've been spending time experimenting cupcakes, brownies etc. One best thing after doing all the experiments, is the outcome , it might not be pretty as they should be, but it's a satisfaction seeing my niece n nephews comes to me and ask for a second one :D





i <3 history? big yes!

ok this is just a birthday present. i never plan jadi penggitarrr~ :PP

hahhaa. ambik gmba sndirik? thank u mr tripod! :p

So,,,what is it that i want to be?
I dont know. :)

till then, bye - bye ! ^^

April Took You Away

::January 3rd, u came into my life.I was reading the Almost Moon when i heard knocks on my door. Brother came into my room with u in his arm. I am overjoyed seeing you, and you sleep on my bed that night together with Songkhla. Day by day, ur images were captured by Renji. U look so beautiful in front of the camera,you never failed to make me smile::


::U were so playful, that sometimes even Nongrong & Songkhla can't stand it. You scratch my blanket every night and wake me up in middle of the night. You accompany me everytime I'm watching korean dramas and fell asleep on my lap. You like to play with your own tail and i can't stop laughing seeing you chasing your own tail. You make my gloomy days brighter when u look at me with that shining eyes. You always hide behind the car tyre and u pissed my dad off that he has to chase u away before he could drive the car away::

::28 February, we came back from the hospital for sister check up and mom says you didn't show up since afternoon. I checked on everywhere, i call for ur name but i didnt hear your bell like i always do. I cried. I went to ask the neighbours, I went to the nearby mosque, I went everywhere, I thought ur gone, for real. But dad found you in mom's closet, sleeping, like nothing has happen. Im relief, all my sorrow's gone::

::April 2nd, I'm helping my sister at her smocking booth. I went home late and you're sitting in front of my room door. I feed you food, but you refuse. You sit on my bed and fell asleep. I left home early in the morning for the smocking booth. Came back in the afternoon and mom said you and Nongrong might have accidently ate frog. We threat both of u, Nongrong's getting ok day by day. But you refuse milk, u refuse food. But still, i try to let u drink some milk everyday eventhough it's very little. Wednesday, you seems getting better, u start to drink more milk and water, at least im less worried now. Yesterday u ate the tuna in the pouch that i feed you. You convince me that you're now ok. I was wrong.

::April 8th, 5.59am, Im heading to bathroom for wudhuk to perform Subuh prayer. You're infront of the bathroom. Your walk seems weird.You suddenly fell. All ur body was shaking. Within seconds, your body went mute. You're gone. You're really gone now::


You've been the heart of some peoples in my fb list. Thank you for being a great companion since the last 4 month :'| Sleep well, Somchai.